if i could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him, i would play a song that would never ever ends, how i love love love to dance with my father again.

its been 3 weeks that dance with my father song from Luther Van Der Boss has been the only song in my playlist. really love this song and keeps me thinking of my father that died 3 weeks ago, November 10 2011. i m very sad that i could not do anything yet for him neither say love you father.
a day of my life that i feel that i am going to broke, crack my bone to the core. it was around 5 pm when i got a message from my brother-in-law ;

"her (thats how they called me), if you have read this message, be hurry go back home, your father is sick seriously"

a bad feeling just suddenly comes to my heart, not really believe about the message, but i completely feel that things are worse than what is being told in my brothers message. that night i could not sleep at all. crying and confusing are things to live with that night.